PRIORITISE

1. Physics Structured + Workbook
2. Study for A Math test
3. blog SOVA
4. AEP studies

OKAY JUST CALM DOWN

i'm always like that. once this kind of thing happens to me. i just can't get on with my life. and i'm just like omg omg omg what if what if what if. arrr why am i like that. pfffft.

okay first of all it's totally totally my fault. my carelessness. so i shall not dwell on that. cause i know it. and there's nothing i can do now anyway.

SO. I SHALL JUST CALMLY EVALUATE THE SITUATION.

okay i should not fret because no one would really throw it away. i mean who would be so weird/mean?

AND at the very worst. if i really can't find it. at least i know what my idea was, and roughly what it looked like. i mean i know i took very long to do it. but it wasn't like very very tedious or anything. i think i took so long cause i was trying to think of my layout at the same time..

and i really have a lot of other important things to do/worry about. SO. i should really stop thinking about it. i mean, there's nothing i can do, now that i already stupidly left it behind. sheesh.

i shall just try and go look for it first thing tomorrow. although i know that it won't be open! cause it's too early in the morning. and all the studios will be locked. ARHH. what should i doooooooooo. okay be calm.

erm if it's lost, it's lost. i'll draw it again. i shall just forget this all. i've been wasting way too much time thinking about this. so i'm gonna make myself more productive now.

sigh i feel like i could say so many things. but i don't know whether i should. for one, i should really be taking a shower now. it's a sunday night! school tomorrow! but then again world cup finals later, which i must catch. since i haven't (i admit) been watching the world cup at all. i mean bits here and there. but not a whole 90 minutes. but yeah i'm excited :D actually i'm sort of sick and should be trying to get as much sleep as possible. but i'll never get another chance to watch a live world cup final till i'm like TWENTY. and gosh, i'll be oldddd. but anyway.

i was just reading my previous posts. which were basically mostly in sec two. which is crazy haha! but yeah i decided i shall continue to blog here. i actually really hope no one reads this cause it's sort of gonna become my own rambling/complaining/planning space. and anyone who has the misfortune of coming across this blog is in for a reallll treat (if you know what i mean)

but um. i have so many things to do. and so many things to worry about. seriously. sometimes/oftentimes i can be such a sad and pathetic person. but whatever, i refuse to emo in my blog. it's meant for everything but emoing.

off to take a shower. :) GO SPAIN?

she's back again

I'M BACK :)

not that anyone ever reads this or ever will, and even if you are, there is absolutely no point in reading on, cause it will bore you to tears.

anyway getting back to this.

things i MUST do:
1. SOVA blog
2. (finish)Layout
3. AEP prep. studies (to do before starting on final)
4. Geog of Food

things i SHOULD do:
1. read Organic Chem/do questions
2. practice Coordinate Geometry
3. practice Differentitaion & Integration simultaneously
4. revise TKMB

other things to do:
1. Buy Laura/Pearlene's present
2. Reschedule Chinese tuition this Saturday?

HELLO.

HAHA I don't know what I'm doing here. but just had this sudden weird instinct to post something on my long gone blog. but i'm only doing it out of boredom/inspired from reading blogs the whole afternoon. so this doesn't mean I have revived my blog.

I'm here after a long time :) it's march the first. so fast leh :( well so many things have happened between the last time i blogged and now :o

school's been pretty fun so far :) sec 3 ad camp was a memorable one although the tennis & netball peeps couldn't do anything -.- but it was still fun :) 3/3 rocked campfire night WOAH :D

we lost semis against raffles quite close & then lost 3rd,4th placing to mgs. but it's okay :) we're really happy we got 4th okay :)) finals was postponed over and over again (why does it keep raining?) but it's over now :) so funny, the convenor was like ... and so we have finally finished the finals lol -.- so raffles beat nanyang, acsi beat vs.

friday had friendly with c 'div. omg i was like dying i dunno why. super tired after the whole week. it was a tiring week :(

i wanna watch marley&me, benjamin button, he's just not that into you, pinkpanther 2, transformers! :D haha. cheryl & i watching on thursday lol =.=

sometime when i'm free, i'm going to do something about my blog. change the skin the font size the song, which currently i have no idea how to do -.- gosh, i can't wait for the march holidays. i wanna do so many things haha. binging @ kai li's, helping sgh friends at clinic D! play tennis with sec3s :]] ketchup with lisa + prissie + son :))) revive my itunes, get new phone & watch many movies :) yay. but i think got no time to do all that leh.

hello! to the few few people who are reading this :) i went bloghopping this morning, and i was so wowed by the so-many people regularly updating their blogs :o therefore, after seventy-one days of noblogging, i have COME BACK :D delighted, anybody? (.. no response. okay fine :()

well anyway, a lot has happened during that rather long period i was mia and i'd be killing myself if i tried to recount everything so i'll just forget about the last 62 days first [come, we are entering the time transporter --- anddd.. PSHHHHPAHHHRAHHHHHLOOOO--POOF! and the door has slided open. we step out together..] and here we are! the first day of school :D yup, it was a good first day, a great first week. i love my teachers, and (much more) importantly, i love my friends in threethreeeee :)) seriously, the people in my class, like everyone, are such nice sweet people :) i was sitting with pinkie for the first week. and since mr chan says we have to switch places, and sit next to someone from another class, i am now sitting next to fellow tennis pal, NETTIE :D some people feel it wasn't such a terrific idea of mr chan's, cause believe it or not, the class became so much more noisy after we found our new partners HAHA. well this past week was a busy and tiring one? cause had roundrobin mon, wed, fri. and physical test MONDAY :o and i think our homework load hasn't exactly been too short (as in the pile not high la lol) gosh, and the teachers totally know how to take advantage of the short 2-day period (meant for relaxing & recovering from a long week). they're like 'oh! today is friday ah? should give y'all a bit more to do..' or 'can y'all do a bit more since it's the weekend?' yeah, it got kinda irritating. and i had to bring back all my textbooks - physics, chem, geog, chinese. and actually had to bring back the two humongous A & E math textbooks. but i was smart and copied all the questions and answers on fulscap haha. okay maybe it wasn't such a good idea, cause it took a rather lonnng time to copy it all.. i can't believe it's only been a week since the first day of school :o i keep thinking or feeling that i've been going to school for a month. it's so weird. but i think it's better cause that means i've fallen back into school-mode? and i think it's wonderful that we can all still go recess with each other and that our class rooms are back-to-back :) and i still have cheena lessons with grace :D but no ASHLEY :'''(( and we got zhang lao shi again hahaha. FOUR YEARS LEH :o thank goodness zhanglaoshi's a nice laoshi :) okay this weekend, i gotta cut my hair & take passport photo, run & do situps, HOMEWORK, and that better be all.. aiyah, gotta go for chinese tuition now so goodbye my bestfriends!

hello world! my computer is officially bia (back in action!!) I'm here to express my love for the awesomest couple - this post is dedicated to ...

JENNY & NATE,

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i know everyone wants serena & nate, and i agree. but i think jenny & nate make a great couple too :D i think this week's episode is my favourite in season two! but they'll never last, obviously. that's sad :''( oh and anyone watching gg, i recommend sidereel.com :) megavideo's fast & good :) oh i love jenny humphrey! and currently, blair & chuck and serena & dan are BORING. and i still can't accept the fact that taylor momsen is fifteen! i think she's pretty too :) and agnes & friend, max, are such idiots, i can't stand them. but i think agnes has a pretty face :) and that erin guy or whatever his name is, is sick. how dare he twotime serena >:[ but whatever, i don't really care about them. i'm just happy jenny & nate are together :) wow i can't believe i just typed so much on gossip girl. but i really love season 2 episode 8! although by episode 10 or so, they'd have broken up :(( oh well.

bye, my friends. and HAPPY HALLOWEEN in advance!!

Okay, if anyone can help me. I want to change my blogskin which is becoming an eyesore. Teach me help me somebody!

i am lazyyy. haven't blogged for over a month lol. so many things happened. i have to type so many things! dedications to twooners & yes how could i forget, the super long dedication that i owe lisa :) yikes. i will post it up SOME DAY :D:D be patient people. patience is a virtue. i'm also supposed to upload pictures on my blog. but i have never done that before. and i don't know how. and i don't even know how to upload it into the computer. lol no la i do know that. but i don't know how to put pictures up on my blog or on facebook. in conclusion, i'm a noobie, as melissa says. anyway, i'm really lazy to type my dedications now. but i tell you, i WILL some day :) I WILL :D anyway, this week is an exciting week :) no la not really exciting, only friday & sunday will be exciting. friday's halloween trickortreating with my favourite primary school pals - annette & beaver & po & son :) okay fine, son's not coming hmph >:( but yeah, i can't wait! and we'll wear the dumbmeedesst halloween costumes as always, but actually it's cause we don't really care about halloween, and we just want the sweets ;D hehe. yeah and sunday is a something which i can't say yet cause it's a SHHH SURPRISEEE! yeah :) anyway i can't wait for the end of the week :D not looking forward to training though :(( but whatever :) there's stills stuff to look forward to. i can't believe i haven't watched hsm3 yet! grah. and i doubt i'll be watching it any time next week :( no timeeee :( but i will some day :) and i want to do cip at the library but i don't know how to sign up or whatever you have to do since toa payoh library cannot walk-in anymore. i don't wanna do drama showcase :( i can't act! and everyone can see that! grahh. okay, and i'm going to enlarge my font so that it'll be easier to read? tell me if it's any easier to read :) sorry i didn't paragraph. lazy haha.

hello :D this week has been really funny. though it's only been 2 days of the week. but i like these last 2 days :] i think right now everything is just the way it's supposed to be and i'm happy ;]WHOOOOOOOO!! feddy wonnnnn :D:D ahhh i love my dearest feddy :]] 3 sets leh! not bad right. i'm so happpyyy for him, you goooo feddy! just 2 more grand slams. work it! you know i think it's quite scary how it's been raining non-stop here. i mean it rains every single day! that's just weird. and they had to keep postponing the semis and finals in newyork cause there were so many huge storms which never happened before :o what is happening to the world? anyway, the funny thing that happened today, was when cyn and i were walking back to school after getting a drink, and we walked past this group of indian guys who were speaking in english, and there was this one guy who was like: ya, you know ah, last time my alarm clock was not on the table, it was in my mehmolee. everytime i wake up automatic you know! ah we couldn't stop laughing at that. oh and the funny thing that happened yesterday was when we came into class all sleepy in the morning, only to breathe in dead-decaying-maggoty rat gas. it was sick okay. at first i thought someone shat in class cause it really smelt like bad diarrhoea. and then the entire baoyi/kelly row moved to join tables with the natalietong/marian row. and then every teacher that came in asked why we had such a funny new sitting arrangement and everyone would burst into laughter at the teacher's reaction. and for the rest of the day everyone was scaring each other with: EH!! your hair got maggot! haha funny day, monday was. and on monday, another embarrassing thing happened to me :( well, at least it was only in front of one person. i was having kou shi and i was reading the lang du passage. and like half way through reading it well, i thought to myself 'eh val, you're doing so great!' and then at that moment i stumbled over my words and after that my voice became all shaky and i began saying all the di si sheng as di yi sheng. it was so embarrassing la. thank goodness lao shi didn't laugh at me :( okay i'm supposed to be studying now. yay for federer!! bye :]

when you're gone,

the pieces of my heart are missing you.

everything's happening so fast. i feel like i'm trapped in this day and i can't rest, and soon i'll jump from a rude awakening and realise that everything is wrong. i'm not emo, just a little confused :)

anyway last training on thursday then went to tanglin mall to buy teacher's day stuff and went home to bake honey joys, write notes & print pics for lisa's farewell board and i slept at two. then next day teacher's day celebs (which were really good), and running around giving our presents to our teachers, then lunch lisa, grace, cyn & pearlene. lisa's farewell was really great xD i loved the swing & the thing that made me go really dizzy and the bbq :) and somehow that farewell made me realise how nice the people of the world are :) as in really, people are really nice things, really nice :) am i making sense? okay, then i wrote lisa's goodbye letter till one and fell asleep then woke up at 5 to finish the letter then left at 5.30 to go airport with cyn. yay, i know how to get to the airport from my house now :) take 77/174 to tangs, take underpass to orchard mrt, take mrt to cityhall, change to the green line, then take to changi airport, then take skytrain :) and lisa had to go so soon :( we took pics and then cyn and i watched lisa all the way till she couldn't be seen :( we emoed and had breakfast at macs then went back to school to finish aep, which we had so NO mood to do la. but i finished anyway, then went back home to bathe, and went to pasiris for some relative's dinner. i was so sleepy, i slept at 12.30 and woke at 11.30, and i just missed the whole mass :o so had drama meeting then went for mass, then dinner at ivins. so tired now :(

LLEEEEEESARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! i'm shouting your name really really loudly (in my head) CANNN YOUUUU HEARRR MEE??

I MISS YOU LISA KOH YI WEN!!! WO HEN XIANG NEEEEEEEEE! i'm thinking telepathy works.

I'll slowly write you a dedication, which will be a long one i think. and then i'll post it here :]

this post is dedicated to

JULIA MARIE THONG :D
today was jie's confirmation! whooo :D i'm so proud of her! she looked so cute in her dress!

today was a fun fun day :)

lunch with short & bea & lari at crystal jade. it was really funny cause my dad gave us 50 bucks to spend for lunch and we were calculating how much money we can spend cause of the 17% gst & service charge. so with 50 dollars, we could only order a maxiumum of 42 dollars worth of food. so the waitress aunty came to ask us what drinks we wanted, and we all ordered soya bean. then we realised one glass of soya bean is 2 dollars and that would be 8 dollars gone. so we started waving our hands about to get the aunty back. and we were like, sorry aunty can we change to ice water please? then the aunty was like kind of pissed, but she left and returned with one glass of water and 3 glasses of soya bean. and we told her, sorry aunty, we said change ALL to ice water. the aunty was like very pissed now but she changed it for us (i hope she didn't put poison in our water :O) and then later, lari suddenly started collecting everyone's wet tissues and returned it to the waitress so we wouldn't need to pay for it xD and after our really yummy and worth-it lunch, we asked for the bill and only after we had gotten back our change, we realised that they had charged us for the wet tissues! so short called this waitor and told him we returned them the tissues, so the guy came back, all sorry-sorry-sorry, and gave us the one dollar and twenty cents. i tell you, it was super paiseh but funny! we really look very poor. but the food was really good :D we ordered like so many many dishes and we were all really full, so i guess it was worth it :) and then jie came from lunch with the archbishop and we went to the basement to get ice cream :]

ah.. today was such a nice day :) i think jie's friends are really nice people :)

aw man, i think i'm going to get sick again cause i plucked out another two teeth yesterday :[ i'm gonna get my braces really soon!

i don't feel like going back to school. i feel like sleeping at ten and waking up at ten :[

Eck. Can't believe five weeks of school have just flown; are just - gone.

I hate to see so many people leaving. Nisha going nj, karina going sc/international, marilyn going ...sec, and lisa MAY/OR MAY NOT (still got hope of retrieving back) going to cheena. I can't bear to see you all go :'(

Congratulations!

• SARAH TOH green house vice-captain :D
• TAY SHI PEI red house vice-captain :D
• PETRINA CHIA blue house vice-captain :D
• [uh sorry ah, i don't know who is yellow house vice-cap]

Whooo :D Sarah and Shi Pei made 2/1 proud! and pet, you made 2/5 proud :D

today we met up for geog :) it was quite unproductive yet very productive cause we assigned all the parts plus word limits :D it was really fun :) lisa's house very fun one hahahhaa. always end up friendstering hehe. i love lisa & laura & grace <333 LISA I TELL YOU AH. YOU BETTER NOT GO BEI JING AND LEAVE US HERE TO DIE :'((( and can you not be so sad :(

I'm blogging again :) i don't feel guilty blogging now cause we've practically got ourselves a holiday - friday, saturday, sunday & monday! though friday isn't exactly a holiday - but no lessons! which = to no thinking :) i think tomorrow will be fun :) youth day celebs! grouped up with lisa and grace <33 so sad laura won't be able to come though :( she's got competition :O i hope she runs faster than the fastest typhoon!

anyway, today was a boring day. school was quite boring. chinese was kind of scary, cause lao shi scolded us quite seriously. geog was okay, we basically just did research in the com lab (by the way ms soh gets on my nerves >:[ ) english was quite funny actually, the mr brown show is damn funny xD lit was normal. math was okay. and science was quite fun :) i love my science partner :) i'm so glad to have such fun science and chinese partners cause they make me look forward to those lessons :) i love ashlay and laura (K!) <33

during math today, mrs wong told us about tutoring the p4s math. i was super excited cause i love teaching people math :) it's the only thing i can teach :) but i have stupid stupid stupid training every wednesday. but i don't care :) i'll just tell my teacher i/c that it's sort of compulsory and that i really want to help those p4s (which i do :D). besides, we're not having any tournament whatsoever so it should be fine :) yay. i can't wait. i hope my student is really adorable and obedient ;) then i can look forward to that 45-minute lesson every wednesday whee :)

this is what i have to complete by monday:-

1. english yellow file - pg 65 & 66
2. english vocab - 2 sports news articles
3. math lesson 5 - last 3 qns
4. math homework 5
5. math revision exercise
6. geog research =.=
7. aep - draw 10 sketches of "IJ Spirit" =.= =.=(shit. by saturday morning)
8. aep - finish the other 2 sketches of my scissors - animated & changing scale + purpose
9. aep - improve on final sa1 piece -.-
10. CLEAN MY ROOM :D

Yes, i'm cleaning up my room :D I just started my major "CLEAN & CLEAR" (NO, not the facial wash -.- it's cleaning my room - like wiping up all dust/dirt/undesirable substances, and clearing my room - getting rid of all unnecessary rubbish) and this time, it's going to work! i only started on tuesday. i took nearly 3 hours to clean & clear up this really tiny area of my room - just this tiny desk beside my bed which has miraculously accumulated an entire dustbin full of junk and rubbish. yup, i don't know how and i don't know why, i took 3 hours to clear that tiny thing. it was seriously full of all sorts of weird objects. like my really weird collections of random objects, including coffee beans, differently shaped and coloured sequins, all kinds of beads, crumpled receipts stuffed into the corners of the drawers, a golf ball, 4 sharpeners, clips and hair ties, primary 5 blank excursion forms, and goodness knows what else. so after clearing up all that and stuffing it into the bin, i was honestly so so so proud of myself :D:D heehee. so now, i've drawn up an entire clean & clear plan :) i have split my room up into 6 stations. so every day i'll pick a station to work on :) and in no time (i hope), my room will be sparkingly clean :D yay, i can't wait! maybe i'll have an opening ceremony to my new-and-improved clean & clear room :)

HEY :D i haven't blogged for weeks i think, or at least that's what it feels like. ah, so many things happened. so much to say but i guess i'm too lazy to type it all out sorry :) anyway, i just got back from kl today :) kl was fun! i mean, we didn't go sightseeing or whatever, but we shopped a lot at one utama cause it was connected to our hotel :) and we visited relatives and friends. every day was like wake up, breakfast, shopping, lunch, shopping and dinner with some sort of relatives/friends. haha sounds boring but it was somehow fun :)

awman, i miss hotels :( i miss not making my bed (not that i do it at home either, hahaha). ah, i think what i miss is room service :D

crap! school's beginning in less than 5 days and i still have some homework undone :O man, i don't want school to start again :'( and my sister's going back to school tomorrow so i'll be practically home all alone on thursday and friday to do homework :( sheesh. AHH, most of all, i don't want saturday to come :O:O:O i'm scared :(

can someone please come online now and talk to mee! we can whine about school starting together :D

Yay, jie's back :D she brought back lots of food & random nice things :)

Two weeks of june holidays gone :( this is bad :O I still have to do things that I've been waiting to do.

But anyway, here's an update of what I've been doing, just to assure myself that these 14 days of holidays have not gone to waste. Let's see. tennis with tessa, mish & gen at rtc. tennis with tessa @ her condo. Spex - doubles with Tessa. Lost the first round -.- but got the 'experience' at least ;) baked chiffon cake with porpor <3 tennis with mum&dad&uncletang&auntyjo. watched Narnia with pingen & tsiyuan :) steamboat at porpor's place, yay family gathering :D & most recently tennis camp :D!

:'( the holidays are going fast like they always do. can't imagine going back to school :O but it's okay, for now, I shall enjoy what's left of it, and when school comes again, then yeah okay :) Ahh, I really hope lisakoh doesn't disappear in beijing & leave us here forever :'(:O [& i thought ip would be the worst thing :( ]

I LIKE TV :P i like both the 7pm & the 9pm chinese shows :D the 7pm one's very funny & the 9pm one is quite interesting :) then there's french open, which is getting super exciting, what with sharapova gone, henin hardenne dropping out (forever?), federer dying out (:(), and this new french black guy, monfils, who is super tall & powerful, & of course nadal still on his clay winning streak ;D so sad :( it's ending this weekend. but after that is wimbledon; my favourite :D oh, and the new local show on channel5, sayangsayang seems like a good show, every wednesday @ 8pm. andandand terminator! the sarah connor chronicles ;D at 8.30pm after sayangsayang. haha i think it's quite cool, the machine people are really good actors y'know, so expressionless & machine-like. and when they get shot or run over by a car, they just get up and fight again even though there'll be holes in their bodies, exposing the metal machinery & wires; so cool & exciting :D

I wanna watch kungfu panda ;D maybe this weekend :)

arrr. i want the holidays to slow down :(

I haven't blogged for ages. & since it's vesak day today, I will but I'll keep it brief (:

Friday 16/5 IJ FIESTA/SPIRIT DAY :D it was really really fun, especially because our haunted house was the best (: I didn't expect our visitors to come out crying though. I thought they'd just be thrilled? But I guess that's just how great we were haha. I think the haunted house made plenty of monayy (: & maybe, just maybe, our class will win the "FURR-REEE CHALET". hahaha.

Saturday 17/5 Woke up at 8.30 :O We were running really late for Godma & Godpa's 20th anniversary/renewal of marriage vows. But still managed to get there before the 'bride & groom' at 9.05 (: It was a really hot day. (in fact, it's been terribly hot these past few days) the aircon in the blessed sacrament church wasn't really helping either. Jie & I helped Aunty Sunita with the presents & giving out mass booklets (: Jon sang some solo verses, Bryan read the first reading & julianne (was soo cute when she) sang the gospel acclamation. After mass, we had lunch & erm entertainment? haha. Jon, Bryan & Julianne were so sweet when they said their speech/dedication thing :') The Nonya cusine was yummyy :D Jie & I had to skip dessert (or at least I did) cause we had to give out door gifts to the leaving people. I loved this day & Godma + Godpa are such a loving couple :')

Sunday 18/5 I keep waking up incredibly late nowadays. Record of 10.50 :O AHHhh. I was very late for mass (which starts at 11) Can't believe mum didn't bother to wake me up >:( After that, lunch at great world, watched Made of Honour (which was quite funny, but the storyline was kind of predictable), bought Kelly's present, then went to play tennis with Jie (: Rushed back home to bathe, before dinner @ thomson plaza's peach garden with grand uncles & aunties from malaysia. Dinner was good & I was very hungry too. Then went back to Porpor's house & watched the Thomas Cup & dunno what tennis claycourt Cup finals (: Aiya, Federer lost to Nadal on clay, no surprises. Went home deadbeat & slept at 2. which is probably the reason why on

Monday 19/5 (or today), I ended waking up at 11. Urgh. Don't know how I'm gonna wake up at 6 tomorrow haha. Anyway, I think I'm supposed to go Wheelock now with mum & then tennis with dad in the evening? I'm lazyyy. & how come gossipgirl epi 18 stilllll isn't outtt :( If you were wondering why I'm suddenly stuck on gg, ask Lisa hahaha.

& that was my not-so-brief post. It's so hotttt >:( going wheelock now ): AIRCONNN :D

i don't like today.

Okay, science was pretty demoralising, and my handwriting was worse than ever. I've got so many wrong already :( But I shall try to forget that first.

It's so windy and cold now. And I'm sleepy.

Still can't believe I screwed up yet another paper >:[

But whatever manzzz. Lit's tomorrow & I need to studay.

Growl. Today was not a good day :'(